all the signs in a draft

i'm only now realizing

i've been in this battle

in a long time

i fought with myself 

and lost so many times

in front of you,

i let my guard down

and sent you all the signs

for me, you are the reason

why i write a poem

now i'm still in the same battle

to keep the rest stays in a draft

broken heart takes me apart

i drowned in my own thoughts

so i called everyone to accompany me

i need everyone to sit with me

so i can keep myself a whole 

but in the end of the day

i need myself more than anyone else

i need me to come to my sense

accept that who isn't mine

could never to lose

if i could i would 

make a promise to myself

that there is a day

when the wound are no longer bleed

and i don't even bother anymore

what is in a draft

hope

 

have a sit

it won't take forever

i bring my pen already

please have a sit

so i can write

about something that keep me

from being helpless

but also ruin me

and takes me apart

i won't ask forever

forever never means us

just have a sit

i'll write you a poem

 

 

 

 

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